Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I just...dont get it.

Michelle...is losing patience with Chad. Which is fine, because I already have, but she continues to defend Matt...even though they're guilty of the same crimes. She's all bent out of shape because Matt's girlfriend told some kid that Matt's got a small dick...which, granted, is a bitch move..But Michelle did the same thing to Chad. That, and Matt fucking deserves it. He cheated on Kate[his girlfriend.] That and he told a few people he was only with her to make his ex jealous...Thus making him a scumbag..because he cheated on his ex too. And the girl before that. He's been jerking Danielle around for years. S-c-u-m. But Michelle continues to make Kate out to be the bitch...and I just dont get it. Beyond that, Mike's...becoming more and more blind by the day. He loves Michelle so much, and whether she thinks she made a mistake in leaving him or not, the truth stands that she's not planning to get back together with him. He's spending all kinds of time with her, and staying at her house, and taking care of her child, and cleaning up her place, etc. and so forth...Sleeping with her...I dont know if they're having sex, but...Basically what I'm trying to say is that she's getting all the benefits of the relationship...Except that she's not obligated to him in any way shape or form, which is what she's avoiding at all costs right now. She doesnt want to have to have anyone to answer to. So basically, Mike is making himself available to her as her bitch. He was finally listening to me, taking my advice to heart and to practice, and now...I feel like I'm losing him back to his ignorant void. He's become so comfortable back in his little niche, but he doesnt..fully understand deep down that she's not his girl anymore. Sooner or later she's going to see something she likes, whether it be for play or for a serious relationship...and believe me when I say he's not going to stop her from going for whoever it is. Nothing he says will change her mind, and his existance certainly wont. He'll either have to deal with it, or she'll push him out and he'll have to deal with it...and god knows I'm going to have to pick up the pieces of Mike AGAIN. I'm so angry with him right now...I just...Dont get why he's doing this to himself. I talked him through the break up, I was there for him EVERY second, I gave him everything I could, and he's throwing it all away...after all he went through...he's throwing it all away.