so, college.

I dont know. I'm kinda going crazy out here...it's such a big campus but I'm getting cabin fever. I dont know anyone. Ive hung with julie a couple times and will continue to do so since I dont have my own friends, but...I dont know. I miss home. I miss michelle, and mike, and..even alex. I miss my fucking sister for gods sake. My family! I miss my family. Im so lonely. I dont..I dont know. I hope when classes start I make more friends...It's gonna be a really shitty semester if I dont. I cant go through college alone. I miss fucking cumby's, and scampering off to other towns to see people I havent seen, and long nights driving around in circles with michelle, and clubbing with her in worcestor, and getting lost, and watching mike make a fool of himself, and drive-by's on rob and steve and everyone..craning to see if brian was home, all that stuff. I miss it. I hate..alone.